I came home yesterday. I was at my dads. We did not do as much as usual, but it was still a way to escape from this town and my life as it currently is. My mother is completely opposed to me living with my dad. I have mixed feelings.
On one hand, it might be better because I'd be a much needed (and well deserved) change of scenery. There might also be benefits of my dad being the business administrator of the school I'd attend. On the other hand, I'm certain there is absolutely no way I'd ever get permission from my mother to ever live there.
School has been surprisingly better this month. I have stopped trying to impress people. I just don't care about my clothes anymore. I feel like, if someone can't like me without all the make up and nice clothes, then it isn't worth my time or effort to have a relationship with them. Suffice it to say, I'm learning who my friends are.
Overall, I don't know what I want anymore.
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